Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hey,thnx weijie and fathin for ur encouragement!! i guess i was feeling a bit down yest..sori...
i feel abit better todae..maybe the stress has started to get into me....i think i'll juz have to work harder after each passing day
I'm sorri for making anione feel worried todae...i'll be ok...thanx for all ur concern...for now,O'Levels,here i come!!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Here i am running the last lap in my journey to o'levels...yes,i am lying if i sae i am nt afraid..in fact,anyone who says they are nt afraid of o'levels is lying...my prelims wasnt that good...i'm aware of it...good thing or bad thing? i dunno...
I'm trying to bring myself up again...hoping i can pull thru every single day before my olevels...time passes thru,nt waiting for anyone...as much as i wish to snatch the time in my grasp,i cant....life is unfair to u when ur down...no one ever said life was fair....
hari raya is coming near...yet i'm not in the mood to celebrate it....i juz keep hoping hari raya is still far away...everytime i tink abt hari raya,i will think abt the olevels which shows that it is coming for me...i'm still not ready to pass thru the finishing line....i'm right behind the rest of the racers...lagging behind them like a pathetic tortoise...
i struggle as much as i can..hoping to get by each day with every task in mind done...but i juz cant...I hope God can help me...He is the onli one i can depend on...my frens do support me but sumtimes u realli need a miracle to pull u through...
many times i tot of reaching out for that blade that have gave me company in the past...but then,even that cannt help me ease my pain inside or even stress....all they leave is scars,which u carry to ur sleep every night...even sleep is hard to come by nowadays...sleep now seems like a luxury to me...my bed seems like a treasure nowadays...
i guess tat's all i can do for now...study study study...i hope that miracle i need will coem to excel myself...if nt,i can not bear to see the disappointment arnd me when i get my results next year....
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