Wah,yest i onli sleep for abt 3 hrs...arnd 6 plus then sleep but had to wake up at 9 to go to IMM...i had to reach there at 10 to meet the lady at the Giants customer service counter to fill up job application form..so obviously,i hopei can work at Giants asap...hopefully...the malay lady told me she would help me recommend to her manager so realli appreciate her help..akmal oso went but a bit later...

then,both of us went to jurong entertainment centre..go play pool!! haha...akmal at firz felt veri miserable while playing becoz he made a lot of mistakes while playing..haha...btw,we oso meet hoelong and gang there later oso...they there oso play pool...aniwae,it was wee siong's bday mahz..haha...so they muz go gay around with wee siong..haha...

actualli,playing pool help me relieve some of the stress i suffer from home and abt frens...back at home,i dun understand why my mother would always want to find fault with me...it's like she doesnt like me to do aniting i wan to or always ask me to juz shut up when i want to sae sumting...and tat's like so f*** up arhz...seriously,i feel like she doesnt realli appreciate what i have done to help her all this while...hello?? wth...i've been helping her at farmart even during the olevels...dat was a whole lot of sacrifices i had to make lorz at the expense of my exams...why cant she juz remb and appreciate tt...instead she tells me right in front of my face,"you wanted to help wat..i neva force u"....so it was like grr...cant realli sae aniting...speechless...and veri sad at the same time too

and it doesnt help when the person i realli wanted to tok to didnt even repli my sms...and it's like i sms for four straight days and nt even one bloody reply arhz...i understand she's bz preparing for her o's lahz but cant she like tell me by saying like"sori,i quite bz now..tok to u some other time"...but NO!!! nt even one single reply and she made me think like i was not worth toking to her...fine...maybe becoz u gt a new fren from dunearn who so u treat me like trash arhz...fine arhz...coz i juz realised i was stupid enugh to think that u will even take me as ur true best fren...

sori ppl..juz feel like letting it all out...realli veri stressed nowadays...i hope i can start work soon coz i dun wan to stay at hme thibnking abt all these probs..call me a failure but i juz wan to face them bit by bit......

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

hi people!! i almost forget to tell u all wat i chose for the jae..haha...maybe inform u all sooner if u all suay2 get into the same course as me..haha...

1. Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering (NP)
2. Biomedical Sciences (NP)
3. Biomedical Sciences (SP)
4. Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology (NYP)
5. Molecular Biotechnology (NP)
6. Molecular Biotechnology (SP)
7. Business Studies ( NP)
8. Business Administration (SP)
9. Biotechnology (SP)
10. Business Information Technology (NP)
11. Logistics Management (NP)
12. Yishun Junior College (Arts)

Better pray hard u wun be in the same class as me..haha...if not,u've juz entered ur worst nightmare!!

Woah!! todae was Valentine day..onli a few hours left b4 it ends...haha...and guess wat? i was working!! So anti-climax..But still managed to pass FH the gift i bought for her...waited for her outside school..in the meantime, go mama shop tok to the auntie until FH called...haha...juz happened to see the bear so i tot of buying it for her...i oso bought for Mel and KT yest and MS too...but MS cudnt giv her todae..hehe...so another time bahz...haha...too bad,bz mahz..haha...MS bought me a thingy(dunno how to describe) and it was veri nice..haha...veri shiny until can see my cute face on it..hehe...

FH gave me cookies, whee~~~...they were veri nice but of coz,not she made one...haha...but nevertheless,thanx for the cookies...haha...I oso bought a teddy bear for an auntie at Farmart for her bday todae...haha...glad she like the bear...didnt have aniting much to giv her..then she gave me a slice of cake...hehe...veri nice..shared it wit my mom...other than that,Valentine day was quite boring for me...not a day for singles like me..hehe...but i certainly envy all the couples out there...haha...but aniwae,i'm still not ready for a relationship...haha...firstly becoz nobody wants me and secondly,i am too preoccupied wit other things...i do have someone in mind that i have liked for very long but tat's all...we are still friends,maybe close....dunno whether she knoes but i hope it stays a secret in me for now..hehe...

i hope everybody had a fun valentine day juz now..haha...bye!! ^~^

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Long time never update my blog. Guess i dont have much time to do this animore. I now like working frm tuesday to sundae and wud come back veri late everytime. tat's why always ended up sleeping until noon. Maybe i am starting to get the feeling of being a working person. LOL...

So it is obvious that i do n0ot have much time to even sms anibodie nowadays. Nt even my close frens. i am so preoccupied by work that i am starting to abandon my social life. Life goes on veri fast for me. Problems i have are easily forgotten and left aside becoz when ur bz,u dun seem to care. I am also no longer the person people will look me up to confide to. So i guess u can sae maybe i'm about to join in the black parade where there is no light animore.

Aniwae,working may not be my first priority once the o'level results are out on 9th Feb. Can't believe it's gonna be released soon. Anxiety and excitement both feel my heart now. I keep having the recurring incident in my head that my results will be a disaster. Still, i hold on to the hope that there is still a second chance for me to try to succeed.

Honestly,i realli regret that i didnt work enough when i was in secondary school. Complacency was my worst enemy. One thing i realise now,nothing can be achieved without hard work and determination.

Yes,some people might sae that i am a changed person. they sae i am no longer as cheerful as ever or never smile as often as last time. i dunno. my life is always in a twirl. my family,my friends & my life,i dunno. doesnt always turn out the way u want it to be. my family,one sec they are good to me,the other sec changed. sometimes i feel that they are good to me so that i will help them.My siblings,they are like my siblings by name.I try to be good to them but...oh well,that's it. i am the one who always has to give in in my family. or sometimes,i'm like the peacemaker who has to findways in order not to make any of my family members unhappy.

and aniwae,i enjoy the gathering at sentosa yesterday. i'm sorry i had to leave early to go to work. i guess it was a gfood time for me to relax and most importantly keep in touch wit my frens. so thanx people.

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...