Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Wah,yest i onli sleep for abt 3 hrs...arnd 6 plus then sleep but had to wake up at 9 to go to IMM...i had to reach there at 10 to meet the lady at the Giants customer service counter to fill up job application form..so obviously,i hopei can work at Giants asap...hopefully...the malay lady told me she would help me recommend to her manager so realli appreciate her help..akmal oso went but a bit later...
then,both of us went to jurong entertainment centre..go play pool!! haha...akmal at firz felt veri miserable while playing becoz he made a lot of mistakes while playing..haha...btw,we oso meet hoelong and gang there later oso...they there oso play pool...aniwae,it was wee siong's bday mahz..haha...so they muz go gay around with wee siong..haha...
actualli,playing pool help me relieve some of the stress i suffer from home and abt frens...back at home,i dun understand why my mother would always want to find fault with me...it's like she doesnt like me to do aniting i wan to or always ask me to juz shut up when i want to sae sumting...and tat's like so f*** up arhz...seriously,i feel like she doesnt realli appreciate what i have done to help her all this while...hello?? wth...i've been helping her at farmart even during the olevels...dat was a whole lot of sacrifices i had to make lorz at the expense of my exams...why cant she juz remb and appreciate tt...instead she tells me right in front of my face,"you wanted to help wat..i neva force u"....so it was like grr...cant realli sae aniting...speechless...and veri sad at the same time too
and it doesnt help when the person i realli wanted to tok to didnt even repli my sms...and it's like i sms for four straight days and nt even one bloody reply arhz...i understand she's bz preparing for her o's lahz but cant she like tell me by saying like"sori,i quite bz now..tok to u some other time"...but NO!!! nt even one single reply and she made me think like i was not worth toking to her...fine...maybe becoz u gt a new fren from dunearn who so u treat me like trash arhz...fine arhz...coz i juz realised i was stupid enugh to think that u will even take me as ur true best fren...
sori ppl..juz feel like letting it all out...realli veri stressed nowadays...i hope i can start work soon coz i dun wan to stay at hme thibnking abt all these probs..call me a failure but i juz wan to face them bit by bit......
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