Monday, February 05, 2007
Long time never update my blog. Guess i dont have much time to do this animore. I now like working frm tuesday to sundae and wud come back veri late everytime. tat's why always ended up sleeping until noon. Maybe i am starting to get the feeling of being a working person. LOL...
So it is obvious that i do n0ot have much time to even sms anibodie nowadays. Nt even my close frens. i am so preoccupied by work that i am starting to abandon my social life. Life goes on veri fast for me. Problems i have are easily forgotten and left aside becoz when ur bz,u dun seem to care. I am also no longer the person people will look me up to confide to. So i guess u can sae maybe i'm about to join in the black parade where there is no light animore.
Aniwae,working may not be my first priority once the o'level results are out on 9th Feb. Can't believe it's gonna be released soon. Anxiety and excitement both feel my heart now. I keep having the recurring incident in my head that my results will be a disaster. Still, i hold on to the hope that there is still a second chance for me to try to succeed.
Honestly,i realli regret that i didnt work enough when i was in secondary school. Complacency was my worst enemy. One thing i realise now,nothing can be achieved without hard work and determination.
Yes,some people might sae that i am a changed person. they sae i am no longer as cheerful as ever or never smile as often as last time. i dunno. my life is always in a twirl. my family,my friends & my life,i dunno. doesnt always turn out the way u want it to be. my family,one sec they are good to me,the other sec changed. sometimes i feel that they are good to me so that i will help them.My siblings,they are like my siblings by name.I try to be good to them but...oh well,that's it. i am the one who always has to give in in my family. or sometimes,i'm like the peacemaker who has to findways in order not to make any of my family members unhappy.
and aniwae,i enjoy the gathering at sentosa yesterday. i'm sorry i had to leave early to go to work. i guess it was a gfood time for me to relax and most importantly keep in touch wit my frens. so thanx people.
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