Tuesday, May 15, 2007
hey ppl...as usual i'm at the atrium again...haha...i came to school too early....haha...my practical starts at 9 but i'm already here at 7.40..haha..aniwae,supposed to go to school with farid but ended up the rat woke up late..haha..hence i kena ps...haha....
aniwae,4 weeks of poly life has come by so fast...i still cant believe things happen so fast....and i had 3 quizzes last week....lucky they were relatively easy coz i didnt study for it...not that i was lazy or anting but something cropped at hme and it all revolves arnd my problematic sister...grr..and because of her,i'm sort of lagging behind my studies...haiz....but i tink i wud be able to catch up....hopefully...my common test coming already...!!!!so fast!!!
aniwae,yest alot of ppl arnd me were sick...haha.....i was having cramps everywhere,farid was like coughing nonstop,mymom had headache,my sister had ear pain and ade was sick mybe because she juz came back from malaysia and was too tired...haha....and i so am mising HER....i dunno why but everytimne when i like msg her,it's like the msg was nt successfullysent..grrr..i juz found the last msg i sent her was nt sent..grrr.....wth....so dotx rite...
aniwae,gtg liaoz...see ya all soon....and when is my swiss fren having another gathereing!!!!!???
Monday, May 07, 2007
Hey ppl...currently in the atrium now...i tink i 'm feeling a bit better today...yest was like a veri stressfull day for me...i dunno wat got into me but i juz didt had the mood to do aniting yest...might be weird but i guess it's hard to tell what is wrong wit me...
I knoe she wun be reading this but i realli feel bad abt scolding Ade yest....it'slike she neva like do aniting wrong and i sort of got pissed off with her...i admit,i was veri bad of me...call me a bastard or aniting but 'm realli sorri...this is wat actualli happened..
i went online with a purpose to check email...and actuali i forgot to appear offline..so while i was cecking my email,Ade sort of talk to me sking me to go for the LSCT camp outing..i told her maybe i cudnt go becoz i gt band so she sort of keep pestering me arhz..maybe i gt too agitated and maybe scolded her or sumting...i said sumting like"stop pestering me abt this kind of things lah...i veri fed up with other things and u still disturbme"...so it's like realli veri sudden to her i guess and she juz reply "dun disturb u liaoz arhz"..i then reply that i gtg aniwae..she said bye and i juz went offline without replying...so by telling u all this,i'm actualli showing u all how much of a bastrd i can be...i did sms her to apologise aft that but i still feel bad lahz...i feel he apology is rather redundnt..
it's the same as u knocking a nail into a fence...even after u remove the nail,the fence will never be the same because of the hole...so once u offend a person,it will always be there...
i wun be seeing her todae coz she has tennis so guess i have to meet her another time...maybe tmr and sae sorri to her another time...and it's like one of my other veltro fren Ray sort of knew i was in a foul mood..he wanted totok to me but i went ofline too soon...so i realli am worrying everyone...aniwae,i gtg liaoZ...cyz....
Friday, May 04, 2007
Hey ppl..haha...it's not like 8.45 pm and i am still sitting down at the atrium in np...haha....it's nt that empty here aniwae...i see a lot of ppl playing DOTA here...i find the game quite boring actualli....maybe i havent played the game enugh..haha....
aniwae,i dun realli feel like gg hme today....i sort of like fall out with my parents again....i juz dun understand why i realli cant get along wit them...and everytime i quarrel with them,it wud usually be my sibling's fault...i juz dun know,everytime i try to do sumting rite,my siblings always bungle things up and ended up,i take the blame...i am sick of tired of all this...my parents juz dun try to put themselves in my situaton...they always ask me to do things for them without thinking whether it will be a burden to me or nt...i mean,sumtimes i feel,"do they even give a damn??!!!"...seriously,am veri f****** fed up...sori guys,this blog is my oinli pal for me to vent my anger...
back at hme,i feel it's almost close to hell...in school,there's nt many ppl i can even tok to....i'm nt particularly close to anione yet here....other than farid and akmal? I'm nt even close to anione in my class....there's nobody there to like share my probs with...maybe the closest ppl i have in np although nt even that close is some$ ppl i meet in camp...even so,they dun even know me well enugh...and i have like a best fren last time frm swiss but now,she cease to exist to me...
kk,i seriously need a rest now...gg hme now...cya
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