Wednesday, May 07, 2008
hey,at the library now..having three hour break from 10 to 1..aniwae,feel damn sian today...1stly,because i dun have enugh sleep...and secondly,i have some issues i have to "weigh"...am damn confused now on what to do...and guess wat,it has nuting to do with any gal...although i do admit that i seem to like a gal in ngee ann now...aniwae,i realli dunno how i am to cope between my cca,studies and work if i realli am accepted for the job application...i'm starting to love my cca alot...but i dunno how i am going to have time for everything if i'm working especially since i'm in the band main committee...in the firz place,i was never suppose to be inside the committee...MIA for 6 months after P&C concert,then return..after two weeks,sudd become commiittee member...already some ppl i heard not happy about this,so if i working and have no time for band,it will be worse rite...haix...
No matter wat,i still have to work...not that i want to but i have to...i always have to be the one making the difference,not my brother,not my sister...i ahve to do this,do that,give in.....it's not always about me,it's about them...i barely have enugh pocket money sumtimes recently...coz i quit my old job...so ya,life sux for now....tat's why i have to work,help leessen the financial burden on my family...so ya,i've been thinking and stoning about this prob for like a week now...if it was not for the frens i have in my life,i wud have probably blacked out long ago...whether or not they are in my class,ngee ann band,secondary school frens,etc...all of them helped pulled me through my hard times in life...
sori,i have no one to tok to so it's juz depressing...juz this blog which i have almost long forgotten..so goodbye..
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