last time in secondary school,there's always that her i can tok to...no matter how i was feeling,i wud be better after toking to her..and of coz,there was my buddy Ray...he was like a slight reflection of myself...he's always the one who understand what i'm gg thru..but he's juz too bz for me to disturb him..there are others who tried to help me,but it was never the same as these two fren of mine..

anyway,still thinking whether i shud look for a job...juz worried i might not have enugh time..being in band makes it hard to have a job and be committed at the same time,not only as a player but also as a committee member...if only things were easier for my job...if only the someone realises that at least putting in a little more effort in helping me might make me abit more happier...is it that hard for u to put in that little bbit more of effort,i mean doesn't responsibility exist in ur dictionary...

 

Finally, HAPPY BELATED B'DAY JIANG HAIYU!! I know ur bday was yest..paiseh..

i was at this double storey house,standing in front of the staircase...i had a gun in my hand god knows where i got it...then i suddenly saw my brother,another guy and two more gals in the upper level of the house..the minute i saw them,i juz shot my gun like crazy without thinking...before i know it, the unknown guy suddnly was at the same level as me behind a wall...when he came off the wall,i immediately shot the gun again to find tt there's no more bullets..the weird thing  is when the guy pulled the trigger,an image of a plaque (those u see that puts the name of top graduates) attached to a wall came to me..it wrote " muhammad nor nazri,38 years old"...then the image of me being in prison came..

then i woke up..i was breathing very rapidly arhz..my mother was surprised when  woke up perspiring and so flustered..she asked me but i juz say nuting..the dream was a bit ridiculous come to tink of it..doesnt make any sense..i'm glad it's not true anyway coz i was scary..

dun wish to think about it anymore..juz a bad dream i guess..going play FM liaoz..chiaoz!! and there's band tmr!!! YIPPEEE!!! i'm so bored staying at hme doing nuting..hahaha