~Lone Ranger~

Friday, November 21, 2008

OMG!!! i'm finally in love after so long!! hahaa...i met hirda through the RP band exchange...actualli we onli got to know each other for onli 11 days so far only..during the band exchange,we never even tok to each other...she added me at msn actualli...alot of things happen but i ended knowing she likes me..

actualli,even before i knew that, i like her alot...i find her very funny and cute the way she talks...it's like i feel very comfortable talking to her.,.when i met her during the SAF band concert at esplanade last thursday, i found another reason why i am realli attracted toi her...because i LOVE her very sweet smile...hahaha.

i confess to her that i like her yest....she was actualli feeling veri sorry becoz she felt guilty becoz her fren oso like me...seriously,i myself dunno how i got myself into this mess..so i'm sorry for the other gal oso....

aniwae,i'm damn happy that me and hirda share the same feelings about each other....but i decided not to start a relationship with her too suddenly becoz i feel i'm not prepared to have a gf rite now...i juz dun wan to have a gf for the sake of it...it's not fair to the gal...i want to be able to give her the attention she rightly deserve...i'm glad she is very understanding when i told her in hope we can take it one step at a time....once we get to know each other better,we can maybe commit to a serious relationship....and for that,it makes me treasure her more...i'm very very glad she understand my situation..

aniway,i'm very nervous about tmr...will be meeting her at her mum's cafe at bukit timah...we are going to acjc to support sarimah and azri for their auditions...what i'm afraid of is she might find me too boring or i got no topic to talk to her abt....i mean toking on msn and talking face to face is two diff things..i realli scared i will disappoint her....we'll be having dinner tmr tgt oso with the rest...so let';s hope all goes well

nobody_inteferez blogged at 3:29 PM

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...

Monday, November 17, 2008

This is the first post ever since i made this blog private...i am a bit relieved today that i juz finished one of my presentations..phew!! havent had a good nite sleep for quite a while now..so tired!!

aniwae,sumting happened on last thurs night that i realli regretted doing...i tink it might have been due to stress because i had alot of work to finish up...that night,i juz flared up at mitchell!! i have tried so hard to control my temper...i havent realli blow my temper ever since i was in poly...i dun wan to be the same guy i was when i was in swiss cottage always losing my temper...i find anger management veri important now..

i think i supress too much of my emotions recently juz to control my temper...and once it became too much to handle,i juz explode..i realli dunno how i gonna be around mitchell..i dun realli know whether it's my fault or wat..all i know is i find it really really veri hard to understand her hence i dunno how to work together with her...tmr i will most likely be meeting her coz there will be a comittee meeting for the new advisor so i juz pray for the best..

aniwae,recently have been tallking alot to both hirda and ziha from rpws...they are quite fun to tok to..veri fun toking to them...hahaa....i especially like to bully ziha...she like so bully-able arhz...i'm much nicer to hirda...hahaha

there's a matter that i have brushed aside slightly until i really know what's happening...i actualli dun believe it's true..aniwae,i'm not gonna decide to do aniting until i realli know it's true...matters of the heart a bit sensitive...since when have any two girls like me at the same time..and both of them are good frens...for now, i juz think that maybe there is a misunderstanding and maybe it's actualli "azri" instead of "nazri"...

aniwae,bye blog!! i want go sleep..i am getting sleepy..sleepy...sleepy

nobody_inteferez blogged at 11:34 PM

Lone Ranger...
...alone in the dark...