Monday, November 17, 2008
This is the first post ever since i made this blog private...i am a bit relieved today that i juz finished one of my presentations..phew!! havent had a good nite sleep for quite a while now..so tired!!
aniwae,sumting happened on last thurs night that i realli regretted doing...i tink it might have been due to stress because i had alot of work to finish up...that night,i juz flared up at mitchell!! i have tried so hard to control my temper...i havent realli blow my temper ever since i was in poly...i dun wan to be the same guy i was when i was in swiss cottage always losing my temper...i find anger management veri important now..
i think i supress too much of my emotions recently juz to control my temper...and once it became too much to handle,i juz explode..i realli dunno how i gonna be around mitchell..i dun realli know whether it's my fault or wat..all i know is i find it really really veri hard to understand her hence i dunno how to work together with her...tmr i will most likely be meeting her coz there will be a comittee meeting for the new advisor so i juz pray for the best..
aniwae,recently have been tallking alot to both hirda and ziha from rpws...they are quite fun to tok to..veri fun toking to them...hahaa....i especially like to bully ziha...she like so bully-able arhz...i'm much nicer to hirda...hahaha
there's a matter that i have brushed aside slightly until i really know what's happening...i actualli dun believe it's true..aniwae,i'm not gonna decide to do aniting until i realli know it's true...matters of the heart a bit sensitive...since when have any two girls like me at the same time..and both of them are good frens...for now, i juz think that maybe there is a misunderstanding and maybe it's actualli "azri" instead of "nazri"...
aniwae,bye blog!! i want go sleep..i am getting sleepy..sleepy...sleepy
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